so me and her just talked on the phone for a good hour.. it, im, were good :) glad i got her back by my side.. yepp thats kinda all that i got to say besides ahh! Yeah!! GTL yeah!!!!

i wait with a hole inside of me :’( with no more blood to bleed..

cuz with the push of a button.. Poof, everythings all fine and dandy and nothings wrong with anything anymore… Just like if you take the left road instead of the right one and you find out later if you would of tooken the right one you would of ran into happiness… Its a stupid fucking metaphor but you get the point… To whoevers reading this… I dont wanna put on a fake smile anymore and act like nothings wrong… I wanna be fucking happy for once but something always prevents that.. It looks like this, everytime i get the slightest bit happy or the slightest bit of someone/something good in my life it dissapears and then i feel like the biggest pile of shit on the earth that is just a fucking waste of space and just needs to go away to make peoples lifes better… But then when i get to the lowest point a ray of fucking light “saves” me… And then the cycle happens all over again… I bet that no ones gonna read this but if you do thanks.. Im probably just bitching to myself right now.. Since no one wants me..i guess im just dumb and dont cherish anything cuz i dont know what i gone :/… That saying is so true no matter what anyone says.. Most of the time people just ignore my posts on facebook or delete me, wich is fine, and then when that whole truth is crap is they post “truth is your to depressed” yesh well if you dont like it dont say anything.. I dont even know how i started talking about that.. Last night i cried my self to sleep, have you ever just broke down cuz you couldnt take anymore.. Thats me.. Im just breaking down bit by bit.. And i dont want to i wanna be happy for once and call me jelous idc but i wanna be like everybody.. I dont wanna be like this anymore.. Im not a fucking toy you can just fucking playwith and break and keep trying to pick up the peices and put me back together.. I dont wanna be a toy anymore.. I dont wanna be anyones stupid little play thing.. I wanna mean something to someone.. please…

yeah i know this is kinda a bs post im got in bed and im not even tired anymore… today i got germany down in ruse, ive had it down for awhile but i can get king tigers out in like 2 min and i know someones probably reading this like wow this kid is a dumb ass and i know that but any ways germany is hard to master cuz their expensive to get the good stuff :/ but i did it i masterd them

When i dont know its a lie but when i fucking know you just flat out streight lied to my face.. I get a little fucking irritated cuz one- i know your sister aint fucking calling you and 2- you said you were on the phone with her all fucking day so next time pick a better lie or just flat out tell me you dont wanna talk like seriously what is there to fucking talk about for 12 hours? And wait.. I thought you hated your sister? Sometime love makes my wanna *Facepalm* all fucking day untill i have that cartoon hand print on my face.. So glad i have a tumblr to tell these things to! Godfuckshitpissbitchcuntpussymotherfuckshithole*faceplam*!

when worded correctly, truth is never a chiche this is becuase so many are attached to their deaf ears, collect the leaves, count them, name them. study each end every single one of them

im gonna fucking rip it the fuck off!!!

i just burped in her face and she starts licking my nose.. Lol

i fucking love attack attacks! New album its the shiznit bomb digity every song i just wanna beat someone up:) its fucking amazing….

ricky booby….